i really need this

I am on the verge of a mental breakdown. i am rather suprised that i havent snapped despite all that has happened so far. At work, work is getting really bad which i cant disclose why.. and this moving of hse has really taken its toll on me. all the logistics movements and arrangements are giving me a bad headache.

everything feel so surreal, and i hope that the decisions i made were of the best in the long run. This house moving things has placed a great strain within my family. i hope we can get over with this soon. and i really hope i can move out and live alone soon. my life is not quite like what it use to be before.

try what you have never tried, only so could you attain what you couldnt get the in past. - Chong Hx