Listen to your heart

life goes on, no matter how hard or easy it gets. I tuned up the radio and it was playing "listen to your heart" 4 years ago i was so sick of this song that listening to it on the radio would make me switch channels immediatly. Now i continued to listen to it. My life has changed so much since than, i am starting to metamorph as well. i am turning into something i am so afraid of. I am turning serious! LOL, yes i am. my views now are so policticaly correct, i am not brain-washed but i can see things so claerly now. when someones says something amusing (i would think of amusing when i was younger) i would think that there are just being childish. i never wanted to be like that. Even when i was invloved with hwarang or what i never be used to doing these things, but now i feel so grown up. I hate it, i am becoming what i use to hate, i guess this is life. things are not looking rosy now that i know more about this world, i grew from an optimist to a pesimist. And i honestly hate it, i preferred if i was less intelligent(actually felt i was very intelligent than, but the more i gained intelligence, the more i felt stupid) My grandmother came over to my hse today while my parents are away and gave me problems again... why must she always rub salt to my already terrible life. Office is hectic the moment i step in, Love is not getting any where and now family life... why must a 20 yr old rectify her a 70+ person... she use to say she eats more salt than all the rice i ate in my whole life.. ARGGG when will this be over!! it seems so endless. NEGATIVE POST AGAIN!!