Movie!!! Holiday!!!!

I wanna go on holiday, i wanna go for a movie, i wanna scream my lungs out, i wanna embrace my fate. Ever since i became more conscious for others i start to lose my absolute self. i feel that my thoughts have weakened a great deal, and it would be disastrous to continue. Maybe i am afraid, Afraid that my destiny would betray me-something i cannot afford to have.

Since when have i been so weak and not understanding in myself. i realised that i have been quite lost and unsure about things i am suppose to be sure, my head, is no longer as crystal clear as it used to be. it seems my mind is clouded with things. But nvm the clouds will clear followed by a true blue sky.