black box

Hmm after being in this new school for like 1 year and 3 months i still have this conclusion that i dont belong to this school. the culture here is so unlike me. but never mind, i will be graduating soon. i dont know about the future but i am feeling that life is so tough. in the past when we are tired physically, now we are tired mentally.

i now got 2 wish 1 to be a movie producer/ director , another is to make artificial limbs and wheelchair. i dont know but i feel like i want to help these people. the poor and handicapped. It is like it suddenly dawn upon me that i should do this, i always wanted to do something to protect people or make their lives better and when i watched 1 litre of tears and saw aya's fater stare at the price tag for the wheelchair and when the sichuan kids who cannot write or do many stuff due to the earthquake i knew that i wanted to do that instantly.