confessions of a idiot

at last exams are over, never been in the mood anyway. felt that my paper was absolutely difficult, and i will most probably fail all of them. but nvm it is just a common test. today i watched the confessions of a shopaholic. found it really inspirational, and i feel that this world is filled with happiness and impossibilities. i like the movie despite the very expected story plot. things dont have to be that uncommon or innovative to be good sometimes, stereotypes are good. i need some time i think to pick myself up. i dont know what is really wrong with me, but there is something wrong. i am very sure. these day revealations just seem to appear and poof i think i am getting better at living.

no motivation at all to do anything, despite resorting to the last resort. so maybe i have to re-evaluate some of my thinkings. dont know what to do in the future, 1st time i feel that a choice will shape my life forever. but i am still bewildered, army days are coming soon maybe i am a little depressed about that. cant find a balance point in my life. i think i am going crazy soon.

1 more thing-- a car , when in the hands of a woman, becomes a killing machine. so dear female counter parts i urge you not drive. this is the same theory that guys should not take up sewing.