today, a miracle happened. i felt so happy that my heart literally melted. i am starting to feel that this world is getting better. the mid-autumn festival is tomorrow so i hereby wish everyone a happy zhong-qiu jie.
i have never tasted a better mooncake in my life as the one i ate today. maybe it is true that the best taste in life is either filled with love or something that triggers your memory. lol i realize that my tears are flowing as i am typing this.
these month has really been a rather depressing peroid. but all these seem to be changing. someone said that i am free of stress yesterday and i feel that is rather true. my parents and freinds always say that about me, i wonder if that is something good. my desire to compete with others has been rather low, and it seem to have decreased further these days. studies are for knowledge sake, not exams. people these days are getting their priorities wrong, i am looking forward to future social problems after the current batch of students graduate.
my idealistic life is to really relax and have fun everyday. thought of migrating to new zealand and built a small cottage facing the beautiful moutains featured in lord of the rings, or living in guilin china in an ancient chinese house overlooking the beautiful rivers and streams or the old japenese house seeing the cherry blossoms. but reality tells me i cant, i need to earn money. it will be money money money. i know a life only with money is pathetic, but a life without it is worst. so my solutions is........ earn enuf money to not work and have each and every single house i desire!!!!
REDIRECTIONS
17 years ago
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