Kill me!!!!

i cant stand it anymore !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have been suffering from insomnia for days now and i really need to sleep BUT I CANT!!!!!! i really hope someone knocks me off so i can really rest for now. i feel so terrible now. i cant concentrate on anything. i even thought of letting someone kill me so i can rest. this is getting really bad. i am afraid i suffer from a mental breakdown soon. now i believe that people can die from the lack of sleep.

i thought i needed to do something very important yesterday, but missed the chance. the last chance was today and i missed it again. but i really cant do anything today,my mental state is as bad as it could have been. this is the first time in my life i felt so terrible...... trying to sleep, wish me all the best.