SORRY

Today was generally mixed with joy and sadness.

joy number1 my pw seem to have some headway as i have found new sources. So cool tomorrow i will be going down with gino to collect the oil.

joy number 2 started training with aluminum sticks, hmm the effect was better than expected my right shin specifically the muscle to the right of my shine bone could deflect the medium attacks of the aluminum stick. so stopped using canes.

joy number 3 watch a damme good thai movie, so touching and inspiring. i feel that most american shows are rubbish prefer thai korea and european more. the diving bell and the butterfly was awesome. However i have to admit i like some hollywood movies such as transformers hmmmm

now to the sadness, as usual met up with jem for some activity, it was bloody drizzling and jem wanted to play ball. so i went on with him, his bloody tutor asked him to stay back. this caused our plan to be put back by 2 hrs.

nvm we continued to play, here comes the tragedy. i threw the ball towards the board, the ball rebound and hit jems face this happened not once but twice. than i accidentally hit jem on his face while i tried to throw the ball. i felt damme guilty about this. but now i think about it, jem has been spacing out quite frequently while playing, causing him to not notice the ball which resulted in the tragedy. could it be because of the QX or about dota or the funny survey hmmm........

i was bored to tears today.... started mugging, first was econs wanted to learn market failure, i started to understand some parts but still pretty oblivious to what it is about AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHH
hope i find someone to teach me econs, maybe ah ma sian laaaaaaaaa those guys that are good in econs all look gay and girls seem too competitive to share their knowledge with me ......... haiz

than most of my senior dun learn econs even lé Quan threw all her notes away..... wads with this world man cant save a poor soul like me my future looks bleak

i seem to have lost touch with mugging maybe i am destined i cant mugg cause whenever i try nothing seems to work.

I JUST CANT SIT ON THE CHAIR AND MEMORIES STUFF.

Life is bitter, i always believed that we came to earth to suffer cause i have never seen a person devoid of suffering it just comes in different forms. on the surface many look happy but i really doubt how many i this world could be happy forever.

i cant believe people like anderson could actually write the phrase " happily ever after " dont he feel guilty of deceiving the millions of children reading his books every day i dont think i can ever write such stuff man. evil anderson i better make sure my kids dun read or hear his stories next time i will sue those kindergarten teacher for telling him or her those stupid stories.

speaking about the survey maybe i should get it from jem and let others try and see their response hmmmm