bad day

今天赔了夫人又折兵，算了。 人不要太计较，这样才比较快乐。 明天要跑2。4 想都累了，何况要跑呢。 母亲为我把脉，说我的心不好，可能是太累了。难怪最近提不起精神，要好好补一下身体。

i heard people complaining about their pw teammates today. actually i dont want to say anything and tried to say that my group is fine( i really think it is, HONESTLY !!!) than they started to make comments that i am very unhappy about- putting blame on other members. and they started to criticize my group,this was where i cannot stand it and i fended for myself and gino. i really think that everybody has their problems but i admit some have more than others . i hate people who thinks that they do alot and others did nothing. these are people who want something in return, they have this mentality that since they did so much than they are entitled to something.

"WALAO, i did so much yet i dont get to......" this are people with that kind of mentality if they do something it has to have returns ( cca points or cip or wadever) they are not that kind with the selfness mindset to help others or those who hope to learn something from every experience. Met quite a number of such people in my life and they seem to be increasing. always felt such people are quite self-centered. i once heard a person say "if this is not reflected in my portfolio than i dont want to do, waste my time. " or "why should i help if it is not reflected" this are people i really dont like they have no sincerity and are so self-centered.

Honestly i really dont mind to help others even if there are no rewards. for example, when mdm peng asked me to scan her photos into the com i did it without thinking of rewards. this thought only came when she rewarded me with chocolates. haha.

this world is full of such people makes me feel sad,hiaz . Oh ya before i forget, singapore was greatly disgraced by tjcians haiz i really cant bear to say this but i feel so ashamed of it. now i know why foreigners feel that singaporeans are shallow and ignorant.

i feel so sad, these people ruin my day.......