FIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today i felt real bad because of several reasons
1) i officially failed my GP, econs and csc
2) i lost all my emothions
3) i broke the fire alarm


Ok lets start with number 3, today i was feeling really moody and i was dragging my body through the corridor towards my cca room. There was a small group of students walking towards me, so i moved towards the side of the corridor to evade them. And as my shoulders slide past the walls of the corridor, it hit a red box. GOD DAMME IT WAS THE BLOODY FIRE ALARM. the whole box shattered and the red bits flew out with some landing on my shirt. I WAS STUNNED. A teacher saw the incident and approached me immediately and asked me : " Are you ok? "
in fact i was perfectly fine. my shoulder didnt even hurt a single bit. Than a discipline teacher walked pass and stared at me with these fierce eyes , in which i think she really regretted later, and asked in a stern voice " Was it you who did it ?"
i nodded my head and the teacher who asked me if i was ok previously came to my rescue. he told that teacher that it was purely an accident. the discipline teachers voice turned gentle all of a sudden a volunteered to send me to the general office to record my "statement" along the way she kept on repeating that nothing would happen.

This leads me to my number 2 because throughout tis whole incident i felt nothing. totally emotionless. i felt so hollow that it was equivalent to that when i was sec 2 , the lowest period of my life. why is it? i really have no idea. i just started to feel very empty, and this emptiness is spreading
bit ,
bit ,
bit by bit...............