getting the blog back

ok back finally, it was so long since i posted anything. why my life is now embedded in army, and i cannot say much about my work. therefore, this blog would eventually die again since i cant really write my heart felt words but never mind i shall write something else in attempt to savage my pathetic blog.

i went back to my junior college few days ago and i saw something in my juniors, youth. just like how i feel a year back this sense of growing up really gives me pressure to straighten my life. i realised that i was more disciplined than ever before, my head is clear i think systematically and more logically than ever. but something is wrong, maybe i think that the time spent being a youth is simply not enough. there are still alot of things i wanna do before i grow up. for all my younger life i hope to grow up and enjoy the benefits, now how i wish i can convince time to slow down for me.

what is life? a question posed since the earliest of time from greace to india to china. but i think i have understood my own interpretation of life and its philosophy. that is life so complex that humans cannot and will never be able to comprehend, hence we live our lives as the simplest possible manner and yet respect its complex nature.

so life is essentially something complex but we think simple to extract ourselves from losing ourselves in its complex nature and prevent losing our sanity in it. however, we chose not to think complex and not that we are incapable. To Think Simple, is probably one of the biggest paradox human will ever know. i finished a book called shataram and i encourage everyone to read that, i opens a gateway to life philosophy.