Why i like taekwondo

haha i said quite alot in my blog but i haven really told people why i like TKd yet. that day a friend of mine asked me why i always go back and help the tkd club even when there are no cca points or credit.

actually the truth is this: i owe them something.

haha sound dumb right, what do i owe them?

i owe them a favor. when i was at a complete dismay, complete lost- lost all passion in life, the club accepted me. this was when i found the new flame of my heart. i felt that i was reborn. in tkd i forget everything, and it was the first thing in which people say i am good at. i feel that i am in debt to the club and TKD and dunno how to repay them so i keep contributing my time. hoping that is enough but no matter what i do i still feel indebted to them. i love the sport i love the sensation of kicking something, i like it when i spar, i like it. that is why, i always do things for the love of it, i really hate doing things just for cca points or student portfolio so pls dun tell me to do things because it can give me credit........ i am not such a person. i do not always think of my own benefit. i dunno why people think i am such a person, whenever they do i feel quite sad actually.

sometimes i feel that i should be more selfish, maybe i lose less like that.