weekends end in a blink of any eye. nothing is done and i am extremely complacent. if this carries on i think i will screw my A levels. but i really cant get started. anyway forget about studies, i am now really looking forward to better things in my life.
LOL tomorrow i am going up on stage to act in front of the jC 1 OMG!!!! i think i will have stage fright. and above all my image is totally gone haha. not to say that it was good in the 1st place. but now is totally woosh. just as i think i am emo enough, i realise that there are people worst than me. so lets all not compare and be happy. i really think that it is nice to just relax. i think i am a true peace lover now, i hate the fighting i love everyone being peaceful and nice to each other. although i exclude sparring as being violent. anyway have a hunch that nice things are going to happen soon. i dunno what but it is. anyway according to my parents and many others i ought to concentrate on my studies, which i intend to do but i just dont seem to start maybe i need a good push. i have to find a mugger and stick, i hope i can really stand it man. now i dont really have a mind of my own, i feel very lethargic in a sense i just feel like resting. maybe i am just too tired.
now is exactly 1 pm. sooo tired i guess all the new jc1 are really nervous about tomorow, i understand as i went to TJ on the 1st day too. i can still remeber that day vividly, all the events and stuff. all the same excitement. new life begins everyday, sleep and whoo it is another wonderful day. a wonderful day awaits me tomorrow.
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17 years ago
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